Assalamualaikum,
At first i felt so depress thinking about the things i dont want to discuss about with this one friend of mine here.
login myself in blog reading one of my favourite blog calm myself a lot
I hate to said it, i make a mistake with my heart.
But seriously its not what i ask for, it have be a month or 2 month or a lot of month i try to search what do i really want in this life,
People assume im living in a luxury life, with no problem  at all.
Yes, i have a very happy family im thankful with that. Alhamdulillah.
Yes, i can count my babes that always support me whenever im on the wrong path..they corrected me with a right things to say.
Yes, i have my bestest guy that know me very well and he is the one i could always depend on whenever im happy or sad..he will always be there..
Everything looks perfect right? Thats what people will see from their eyes..

For your kind info,
there is sometime things that happened its hard to explain.
I try to do anything that seems to be right, but in the end it kinda let me in a situation that cannot be explain at all.
i love to go saying things that seem childish and funny but the truth is..i war trying so hard to cover it..
to avoid it, but it seems nothing going right..
so i make my decision to let it go with the flow..
I have Allah s.w.t with me, i know Allah is trying to show me some clue or hint that i could never try to solve it.
i just need some supportism between human. Im not perfect and not trying to be perfect..
i just want to have a good life and keep myself on right path..
i can show a happy face but no one will ever know what does my heart tell me to do,
Insyaallah, i will be guide someday..

Regards,
Nurul Asma'
P/s : I love you