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Rais Amirullah

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

sadness will fade away

this morning hv been a bad morning for me.i keep sleeping eventhough i dont want to sleep anymore.
i'm just so stress out about my fight with syaz last midnight.duh'uh..i dont know why.we keep arguing on a small matter.after all,he win in this fight as usual.because he's a hot temper one,and i usual have to keep quiet and cry.dont know why those tears keep running upon my cheek..

yeah!mmg tak bermaya...sbb penatlah gaduh2 nih.i called him many time at 3 something until at 4 something..hee stupid me.obviously,i'm a stupid one.

finally i woke up from my bed at 10 something and just watched the tv..then lalala..i on computer.
well,i'm still insanely thinking bout that stupid fight i had.dont know whom i would be story to..i keep just pgg the hp..trying to search which of my babes would want to listen to my babble..hurm
...
in my mind:-

nak call sape.serius..(dh nangis2 teresak2..)..
tyra??taknaklah..dia mesti ada ahh..dh th pe dia nak ckp
farra?nnti lg dia sedih2 becoz of me..
sara?no comment..heh..she's not the one that i should ask for advices
tyqa?humph~dont want tooo..she already had a lott of probZ.
t-ha?plkn..huh.nnti kena mrh gak
zee?i really want her.but it hv been too long..we both tak chat..
zue?humphhhh..no not her..
fatin?plkn..
warghhh..umu..umu..umu... i want to call her in the first place..
but..urgh..i dont know.
so i cried a lottt...then i make the decision..i called umu at last..

told her everything!akhrnya..relieves..duhhhh..mmg happylah lps tuh
dh tak fkr negatif2 dah.so then tgk tv,mandi..haha.keluar gi beli abc..lagi sejukkan hati..mmg sedap tau abc kat cni.heeeee~promote2
haha

at 7 something..syaz called.at last...there's something that we chat of..humph~i'm glad that we're ok back.yeah..i'm so happy because of the plan that he make for us..ouh yeah syggg..i love you.eventhough..he did not apologies to me..i know~itu bkn salah satu sifat gentleman right..
but sometime in a relationship that we get so serious..salah seorang perlu mengalah..and that will be me.i love him..what more can i do..

oklah.then masak nasi..tonton coffee with karan..heeeee~

that's all for today.tudals.
ilovemysyaz.only him

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