how much i miss u

evening!
so..today i just woke up and trying to make a call..and it fail..i dont even know how many time did i click the call button...stupid me.yeah i know.as always..
at last i kinda make myself stronger enough to walk out from my room.i just lying on the couch..until something came up..well,i dont want to talk about it.it will just be my secret.
i guess i take my bath at 1 something..so right now,just hang around with my music..
this what i always do to keep me happy.song..and more song..thanks to be there for me.i miss him..
really deep miss him.why can i be with him right now..it just hurt ok.why not now,i have a little time to spend with him.we dont know..if after this we could sms and see like right now anymore..
i miss u like hell..
i keep asking how i feel about you now..and i get it..
i love u like crazy bie..and wouldnt understand it..
i make a lot of mistake..
so this time song i put at my blog..
it's all about how i'm sorry to you..
if you ever read it..bie,i really love you syg..muahxxxx
i really know how deep is my feeling right now..
i love you bie
this song is for you(about you now-miranda cosgrove)