FAM outing..=0

first word i'm so happy.cant describe a wonderful word to make the statement more into in what am i feeling.went out with t-ha and umu..is like a dream come true.well,it's because it has be a long time we didn't hang out.it bring back memories to me.beside i'm happy i still felt worried for my syaz.this morning i called him,his voice is not in a good health.i think he got sore throat..just think..
i felt pity for him,i really want to be there for him.but because of something he wont let me.sayang,i'm really worry but you still have time went to cc right??hish..u r totally one man stubborn.haih,anyway i know your father gave permission.but still u r sick..what you should be doing is having enough rest.humph~i love you syaz if anything happen to you i wont forgive myself

about the hangout today.first at all,i walked to umu house.and i'm so surprised that t-ha was there.because in the first place umu told me it will be just two of us.and then there she was on umu bed.i scream and hug her till we both are lying on the bed.while waiting for umu to get ready.i search anything that might be interesting to do in umu room.well,guess what..i found umu diary in her closet.i read it and it's really funny..kan umu..kan t-ha..only both of them know what is the secret in that diary.then we head to the maybank first.t-ha want to withdrawal her money.(forgot afiq was there too.coinsidence..)at first t-ha had a problem with the atm machine at maybank.after a few minutes the customer service suggest that t-ha used another atm machine.so we went to the amb bank.walla..t-ha finally got it.

after that we went to the clinic for t-ha check up.lately she's feeling sick.ftst..i'm worry about her.she doesn't want to eat or even drink..not enough rest..t-ha2.then,straightly we went to ap.to the food court to have a lunch there.we have chat and a lot happen when we're together.umu and t-ha thanks for ur help.i got to rent another book of SENIOR YEAR..but not volume no.2..it's volume no.5..see i cant know how is the reaction of conner when he knew the girl that is staying with his family of 3 is elizabeth..huhu.how do jessica manage to handle her situation with the rivalry of melissa.is is lila backstabbed jessica will continue..waah~suddenly when i read volume no.5..the story has continue too far..huhu

i suddenly went to sleep when i arrive home.at 5 something ila is home.today she is late because there's a sport routine at her school.but,still syaz...syaz3x..he still want to play football even it's rainig with his condition..i dont know.i'm just worry..huh..well,this kind of feeling will continue,thank you syg..huh!now here i am on my bed wondering about my friends...i miss all of you..valentines day is coming.do you think it's good that i wish to celebrate that day..but that day something happen to syaz school..(smk victoria).there's some annual about this paricular of statement that the school will remain stay as it was.it'll never been slide/collapse..is it right the word i'm using to describe(runtuh)..hurm~i wish it was.hurm~so i just stop thinking about the valentines..huh..bie,iloveyousomuch.

blablablabla..bye2.goodnight.
-syazmin i really love you sayang-
so excited..naah,just freshing up my mind.tomorrow i will be going to babysit melissa.it'll be another day..after day.haih.